I seriously dont understand how you dont see the pain i go through everytime you pass by me everytime you walk down those halls with your girlfriend. It kills me so much. School isnt worth trying anymore. Im loosing it. I never knew a person could have such a big impact on my life. I used to be so independent and for a sudden i depend on you every single day. Too wait for that text. That call. Idk anything idc. I just want you to know how i feel. I want to say so much but i cant. I just cant.